When the strength is gone...

I've always had things clear. I've always had goals to achieve. I've always fought for all those things I wanted in life but what about now? What's happening now that I lost my goals? Why I can't recognise what I want or what I don't want to? Why I'm now disapointing myself?

The world keeps turning and I'm petrified... I can't do anything the way I want to. I can't follow the rhythm i loved before. I changed my mind but I don't know into what not even when....

I feel confused and lost. What's happening? Why me? I've been always doing what I wanted to... Why I can't  recognise myself? Who's that one looking at me inside the mirror? Why always crying? I've never used to cry before... I used to make shoes from my sadness and dance in front my weakness but and now...

I want dance. I want stop cry. I want to break free from this heavy stone is in my mind and it's not letting me think clearly...
When that stone started destroy myself and replaced my mind? Why I didn't anything about it before? I let it grow and now it an enormous and horrible stone, and I have to remove it alone...

Where is my strength? I need a lot of that strength that make me dance, that let me do crazy things...no matter anyone not even myself.

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Dear Strength, if you're reading me, please comeback to me... come and dance with me ...

Lemmings

Nowadays its so difficult find someone with clear mind, but how do you know you're not mind corrupted? Are we conscious of that? Don't think so.
We are all have answer and explanation for everything but how do we know those concepts we live based on are right?
For me the only answer is the doubt. Doubt is evolution. Let's watch "objetively" the past.
At first people believed the earth was plane. At first people believed the earth was the center of the universe. At first people belived flies appear from the meat and rats from the dirtiness.
What was the thing made them change opinion? the Doubt.
Someone started doubt about those concepts, and started to think rationally.

Empirism it's a good method for explain life,but doesn't meant all theories are an invariable truth. It was so difficult to demostrate that ADN is the one which contain the genetical information. The most of scientist didn't believe at first, because their studios showed was improbable. But what was wrong? those studios or the interpretation and the limitations of the human to still investigating that possibility.
The idea of the end or finish and the lineal concept of history move us to believe in the easy way of things we are facing on.
There's not nothing easy. Let's change . We will evolve