I've always had things clear. I've always had goals to achieve. I've always fought for all those things I wanted in life but what about now? What's happening now that I lost my goals? Why I can't recognise what I want or what I don't want to? Why I'm now disapointing myself?
The world keeps turning and I'm petrified... I can't do anything the way I want to. I can't follow the rhythm i loved before. I changed my mind but I don't know into what not even when....
I feel confused and lost. What's happening? Why me? I've been always doing what I wanted to... Why I can't recognise myself? Who's that one looking at me inside the mirror? Why always crying? I've never used to cry before... I used to make shoes from my sadness and dance in front my weakness but and now...
I want dance. I want stop cry. I want to break free from this heavy stone is in my mind and it's not letting me think clearly...
When that stone started destroy myself and replaced my mind? Why I didn't anything about it before? I let it grow and now it an enormous and horrible stone, and I have to remove it alone...
Where is my strength? I need a lot of that strength that make me dance, that let me do crazy things...no matter anyone not even myself.
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Dear Strength, if you're reading me, please comeback to me... come and dance with me ...
